Ytd night went visit a doctor wit Hao Jian my best pillar ever . Forever bein there .
I have a high fever of 39.2 and by the look of the doctor I think she noe my condition is v bad .
She do a blOod test for me . Saying 5 days result will b out . Bt tonight she called . De 1st thing she ask is , do I wan to be hospitalized ?
Cos my red blood cells s less till even the doctor get shock . I am in danger . Of fainting n causing brain dead and die anytime .
She say if dizzy again nd go hospital . Bt I'm forever dizzy even sitting Dwn now .
I do feel terrify too . I don wan everyone to worry abt me .
I don dare to tel mummy. Knowing I'm having high fever made her so worried le.
I don wan die yet .
I wan go school.


Hate myself .