Today is the day I feel worse . Walk a few steps and I'm so dizzy that I totally blank out and cant see anything. Feeling so damn unwell . Totally feel like dying. This is the 1st time I feel like giving up and just let me die.
The first time I really feel like calling ambulance . I really cannot make it le.
Problem is I did eat . I ate pork somemore ! Haix.. I think must be prepare to be gone anytime.
I take more than an hr to reach tpy cos I walk two steps I want faint le.
I am really jialet .




Hate to pretend I'm fine and smile when I'm really dying.