I hate the fact that I missed you .
I hate the fact that I need you .
I hate the fact that I feel so broken when I heard things from her .
I wanted to beg her , beg her to stop telling me .
But I just smile and listen .
I will stop , forbid myself .

I'm going silent .
How to go on .
I will hide everything .
Keep them all to myself .
I will keep quiet from today on .
I promised .