It's really make my heart shattered when all along I thought that everything is so wonderf . I feel so fortunate with my life . Thanks for whatever I have now . I feel sad when seeing people don't have what I thought I have all along since I'm so young . I thought I was de happiest person . The most fortunate person . But when I learn about the facts . I really want say fml . I don't know how to accept it . When the most perfect person turn out to be so imperfect to me. After so long this person become so unfamiliar to me . What happening . I just need the happiness we used to have over the 20 + yrs. I just want the familiar and Perfect you back. Please come back . I missed the perfect you in our heart .