feel like going out now.
alone.
all alone.
but i can't think of anywhere.
i like it when it is dark.
i want to sit alone in a place, at night looking at the stars blinking to me in the night sky.
letting me to emo as much as i want.
i can never emo with someone is around with me (:
i don't know why.
no matter how heartbroke i am , with someone around . there will always be a smile (:
haha. ((:

let me think where should i go.
i don't want to be at home.


i feel like doing it again now.
should i bring a penknife along?
i'm not doing it.
without an reason.
just let me be alone for the rest of today.
i find myself behaving abit too weird today. /:<
and i'm kinda scare of myself.

i better stay home tonight.



not home today.