nt rli happy recently..)):
hmm..hahax..
im veri tired..
haha..feel lyk diein on 7dec.jux de day i return 2 my shop.
i donno hw 2 explain de feelin.
bt its quite ok le nw,
de more i c ur photos de more i hv no feelin,
i don feel sad anymore.
mayb i jux 2 tired 2 care anything anymore.
after wat u all done.
weneva i c her blog,i will b veri sad,cos i was thinkin, tis all actually once blongs 2 me.
bt nw its all gone,
weneva i c ppl frenship lasted so long,i veri envy n im veri sad,
y onli my best fren will do tis 2 me?
LOL
althought its after so MANI mths, bt de saddness nv go away,
especially de date 1st june2008
de hurtin words i get frm my gd fren,
de betray i felt.
i jux cant use words 2 shw my pain,saddness n hate.
bt its all over.
no more hate,
bt hurt n saddness will always remain.
so pls don ask me,y m i so sad till nw.
i once hv a best fren tt i thought we r true fren n i treat her extremely gd,
i gt wat gd thing 1st i think of her,
bt wen she gav me de bday present tt day,
i noe im wrong.
giv me bak my best fren,darlin,lao po,honey,lao dao,n myy smile.
bt i think i don nd it nw anymore.
cos iits already had been so long,
n i noe.once ppl changed,its nt easy,almost impossible 2 change back.
hahax..
i blieve all of us r still friends.