s it rli tt enjoyable 2 hurt me?
hahax. mayb indeed it s bah.
haaha,
hahax.hahahax.
bday comin ,im nt rli happy, i don rli look 4ward 2 it tis yr
in de past i will b super excited n say yay birthday comin le!!~
bt nw? 2 me bday s jux a normal day.nth special.
everydays s torturin!!(><)
i will hide it all deeply.
no1 wil noe.
u say we r fine,i thought its real.
bt its rli don seem lyk its real.
stop torturin me!!



我几乎每天都过得很痛苦很伤心。有时试着 想是我自己多心想太多，可是就会认为
自己是不是在逃避现实。因为有意个人说我为何不面对现实呢，可你又有想过吗?如
果你是我的话，你真的可以像如你所说的面对这一却吗?不是我不要开心不过真的很
难!