u noe wat rli hurts me tt much?
s nt they accusin me,
bt s wat u said n wat u done
n even noein wat happenin ur ignorence.
u say i don wan talk 2 u,can u understand n think b4 u said tis?
u noe im damn sad bt did u eva jux send me a msg JUX a MSG 2 ask r u ok baoyi?
NO.u jux simply don care s if its none of ur business
nw cheng telin u n u r simply ignorin..
im totally disappointed wit u.
u don care u jux simply don
hw hard i tried u knew it! bt seem u had decided 2 oppose me,den y don jux tel me earlier?
y make me suffered so much nw?
i jux can take it
UR STUPID REASON 4 ME.
jux bcos u can go hm earlier?
i nv said u MUX wait 4 me after sch
did u eva tel me abt it?
NO.u jux simply kept quiet
n nw..jux tel me tis reason
u think i can accept all tis?
hw ppl treat u n tis s hw u treat them back?
i treat u beta den any1 in my life n even beta den my own family members.bt did u eva rli think or care 4 me? or even treat me s 1 of ur impt fren?
if yes,u wont lyk tis le.
u had wrong mani times le..
nw s de 5th times le..
so don carry on anymore jux let things b bah.
sticked wit wateva it s nw
n0ein everythings n simply don care n said its all my fault can
i rli cannot take it s wat u said u noe
i hate myself 4 trustin u damn fcukin much.
i hate myself 4 tryin so hard n was bein lyk a fool
plx don say u care
cos u simply don look abit lyk u do
don always wait till ppl say u den u do sth
ppl don dare scold u wan protect u
bt i think its time 4 u r grow up n think
n care 4 ppl feelins 2
u jux cant simply carry on wit ur life lyk tis
n thinkin all abt urself.
wen i was hurted by de msgs i recived frm her,sayin fren r nt 4eva face de fact!
u noe wat i do?
i run off n straight msg n ask u,bt wat ans did u gav me?
i donno. haha haha tt time i was haha haha u noe.
bt @ least darlin care,he ask me don care wat ppl say.
@ least he nv say donno or no.
i don min 2 hurt u.
im jux 2 hurt n cant do anything,cos u r nt LISTENIN.
so jux let it b.


and tt person im sry if i rli mistaken u cos of de fcukin influence bt can u say u did nt eva back stab me? wont u feel guilty?
im sry if u r rli innocent i apologised,bt did u all think?
do i noe anything @ 1st
u guys r simply tellin me diff. stories accusin me blamin me
den mux i b de bad 1?
s u all tellin me all the things abt tt person n nw putin all ur faults @ me
@ 1st i say tt person s a gd person
n i treat her lyk real fren
bt wat she done?ask urself.
im sry .i don min 2 say anythin


honey,i pay u bak doesnt min i don wan u s my fren
jux think tt de magazine s jux 2 ex le..
don think so much ok.

no matter wat gonna happened next i don wan care, n don wan noe.
u all wan blame me say me scold me push all de blame on me hurt me.suit urself
IM NT GONNA CARE WAT ALL TIS FCUKIN THINGS
im sad,i cant study bt u,jux simply don care n onli care abt ur studies.did u eva care or think 4 me?
actions speak louder den words den anything else!stop denyin it all meaninless n useless.