2day s my BOYFRIEND BIRTHDAY!!((:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BF((:
wishes cime true((:
thx 4 makin de wish 4 me((:
LOVE U((:
hahax..
hope u enjoy urself((: had a great time((:
jux nw after sch came hm veri ji dong..
cos of sth i knew..
i siao liao
i closed de door.. scream n shout n cry all i wan
lyk last time de mad gal)):
hahax..
wo zhen de ren bu zu le
ni men zhi dao wo zheng de hen tong ku ma?
bu yong zai tang xin..
wo yi jing bu qi wang se mer le..
wo zhi dao yi que dou shi guo qiu le
wo hui fang qi de..
so wat u said u r guilty?
u r jux usin ur mouth 2 say
actions speak louder den words.
use mouth say i also noe hw .
did u stop doin wat u r doin tt hurt me?
NO..
ur actions had shwn..
wat u hv done rli hurt me damn lots.. lyk last time wat tt FCUKER done u hurt me more den he do.. cos i treat u s my best fren everything i gt gd thing i wont 4get abt u..
wat i buy wat i get i always will shared it wit u
bt wat had u done again n again?
all hurt all lies..
wat treasure wat guilty?
so wat u r guilty? did u eva stop hurtin me?
so? u r still continuin doin de same thing over n over again n worse n worse
go study nv ask me le,
go make things nv ask me le,
buy present also nv ask me le,
wat m i 2 u MISS!
i m jux a silly fool thinkin all de foolish things
doin all de stupid things n hurtin myself?
all u care s abt urself..
wat m others 2 u?
i treat u hw u urself noe
don nd feel guilty cos even if u feel so,u wont change?
so wat if u wana change? u hurt me 2 much
n i don wan 2 force u..
im rli hurt can u c it? can u feel it?
u urself happy did u eva think abt ppl?
DID U?
DARLIN THX 4 UR DONUT((: n apologied 4 shoutin i rli cant take it all anymore..
u all 1 by 1 take turn i rli cant afford 2 lost all my gd frenz u understand? ))):
i don wan hide my feelin anymore..
i cant take it anymore
u all noe i nearly go crazy cos of all tis?
all tis days i been cryin
u all say u all r sry u all r sad..
bt u r de 1 tt cosin all tis..
den wat de pt of apologisin n sayin u r sad?
u will nv b s sad s me..
u all nv understand y i will say all tis?
y will i do tis
ni men zhi dao wo you dou xin tong mah?
ben lai all s close frenz suddenly 1 by 1 leave..
u all take me s wat?!
u all tel me can..
don make me suffered anymore..
i had my sufferin soo long le.. can u all b abit more kind n ease my pain..
WO ZHEN DE HENG TONG KU!
i donno who 2 talk 2 wen im sad.,.
im cryin all alone in a corner lucky gt cheng pei me msg..
if nt i donno wat will happened 2 me..
mayb u all wont noe tis feelin cos u all nv been lyk tis?
y i had 2 suffered so much n u all enjoy so much?
wat had i done wrong..
talkin 2 me s it so diff.?
s it i treat u all nt gd enough?
nvm.. i givin up..
u all enjoy..