haix..jux nw veri bored nth do in mrt gg meet xuan n darlin after wrk,lao po slpin..
den i was thinkin abt de past..
wat had happened.
mayb u rli noe wat u hv done wrong
i nv hate u,i already 4giv u.
bt i can onli 4giv u,bt it rli rli diff. 4 me 2 4get hw u treated me n bullied me
i rli cant 4get..
nwadays i hate 2 b alone n especially in quiet places
i will start 2 think abt de past
den i will look @ my hand all de scars..
omg! i cant 4get in sch u anyhw say me outside de library
n i cut myself in front of u,u nv stop me..
n say i siao in front of ppl jux bcos u wan face..
wen gg out u insult me scold me
i use my fingers nails cut my hand u did nt stop me
on mothers' day u came make me cry n scold me
i use de glass 2 cut myself n went 2 c doctor cos i bleed 2 much
jie jie bring me go..
i nv blame u, i nv hate u, i had 4giv u,bt i jux cant 4get..
i think n think
n i becomin 2 hate myself..
y i so stupid in de past?
i already don love u le
nt even abit..so no nd bluff me anymore 2
cos i noe u don love me 2 le
so don say u love me le
mayb u think i flirt or wateva cos so fast i jiu don lyk u le
nt even abit
bt u mux think b4 u talk leh
hw u treat me u ownself noe
hw u bullied me
gt so mani HER
den all de previous posts can del le
cos it all fake de
LOLX((:
TC LE
treasure de ppl tt r around u b4 its 2 late..
cos wen u regret it already 2 late..
ok lets talk abt sth happy 2day((:
wrkin wit lao po @ jurong point 2day n jm
den wen i reached
HL mummie n MS mummie s there 2 support me((:
they came buy things frm me so happy((:
LOVE U MUMMIES((:
lala..
den no calendars le
no much ppl come den till evenin
i stand 2 long
den started 2 shout
COME TAKE A LOOK! ALL TIS S SPORE PRODUCTS!!
LOLX((:
den lao po treat me veri gd wor((:
keep buyin foods 4 me
i eat till i wan vomit le 2 full-ed
den de bread gt paper i donno i eat all den till half way i notice i eat de paper 2!!(--")
den lao po laugh till siao
den jux nw i siao liao i talk 2 a india man in chinese den i say EHH..
den he kana shocked LOLX((:
lao po laughed again(--)
BULLY!!
hahax..
den 2 day get our 3 days paid tml nt wrkin
gg shoppin((:
den went eat
me n xuan treat((: hahax
den was rainnin heavily
den was veri late le
darlin still wan send me hm
den s lyk de last bus le
i ask darlin faster go hm
den i walk hm
THX U DARLIN I LOVE U((:
den reached hse dwnstair abit scare scare de
den ask duckie pei me chat
thx u mr duckie 4 chatin wit me((:
hee((:
HAPPY DAY!!