wake up 5am tis mornin den talk 2 mummie den went slp again
den 8+ wake up..
den mr duckie msg me((: hahax
den after tt i went do exercise fat liao fat liao))': sob
LOLX...
den jiu listen 2 songs..
den suddenly think last time rli stupid..
y mux torture myself?
let my hand bcome so "NICE" nw..
usin all sort of things LOLX..
metal ruler,needle,broke mirror,glass,knife,staple lead,2B pencil,pencil,stone,fingers nails,nail cutter,hp plastic protector de sharp end..hit de mirror den broken hitin de wall i think s lyk tis onli bahx
worse cut s de glass de kor kor all run out xia si wo..
den jie jie bring me go c doctor
lucky gt ivy wit me..( _ _ )
de cut damn deep lahx..haix
so much blood 1packet of tissue still nt enough 4 me
jie jie cryin 4 me..haix sry
bt he gt tong qing guo wo meh?
don think so say sry den nt even 1 day stil de same le
haix..miserable life
hmm hmm..STUPID de me
hahax..den everytimes go sch scare frenx saw tchers saw..
den always get scolded by frenx LOLX..
den still don wan listen den tchers saw my hand also..
haix..lucky nw nt so mani scars left bhind..))':
doin all tis s NT WORTH @ ALL
cannot blame any1 blame myself STUPID norhx..
LOLX..bt nvm
nw im leadin a HAPPY LIFE((:
i wont wan 2 turn bak again((:
i don even wan 2 go bak 2 those days bein controlled..bein insulted bein bullied..n bein HEARTBROKE..still go tel ur fren all tis s my fault tt y u lyk tis treat me
plx think if u nv lyk tis control me nv lyk tis threaten me u think i will wan bluff u?
u think i siao or sth?don eva take things 4 granted im human bein !nt a doll!
i wan study u also don let me study keep makin me
u noe tt time i rli gg crazy?im SURE u noe BT did u felt sry 4 me?
did u stop doin all tis 2 me?
NV!!
u onli say cnt den jiu break lor..
den everydays mux go sch wit u..
get insulted by u get scolded by u..
den everydays mux 2 pm meet u @ general office there go hm wit u..
cannot go out wit my frenx..
cannot wear tis short
cannot wear tt shirt..
insult me scold me
scold me bad words..
tt time outside sch stil push me..
den anyhw say i say ur fren wan hai me..
i don even noe hw happened 2 me
m i crazy?
haix..still gt alot of things u noe i noe hw u bully me..
hahahax..
bt nw it all OVER((:
IM A BRAND NEW BAOYI((: IM HAPPY WIT MY LIFE
SO GET GG N GET A NEW LIFE 2((:
WISH U GD LUCK MY FREN((: